I am wondering why I have become feminine, and why has my body changed to include breasts and other
My story started probably five years ago when slowly ... I started to shave my legs, then switched to using my wife's deodorants shampoos, soaps and a little perfume. Then came manicures, pedicures, toenail polish... all the while I was changing emotionally and sensually.
For the last five years I had been over weight, diabetic, liver damage from drinking. My love life was almost nill, it didn't include foreplay, kissing, rubbing, talking. It lacked real intimacy....
Then came panties, feminine style clothing, skin lotion, etc....
Finally, much to my shock.. after losing some weight... I realized I have female breasts... 40 B and growing. The nipples are very sensitive and sensual... they get aroused very easily and give me great sexual pleasure when rubbed and kissed.
Now my sex life with my wife has gone for dormant to super hot... we've got a lot to talk about, i finally like to talk about my or her feelings.... it's led to a very gratifying and happy marriage and we are now very intimate in ways we never approached.
It is somewhat scary... I was a man for 55 years... everything is changed by this. My wife and I went shopping for bras, panties, nightgowns etc. I always wear female clothing at home, and will probably start to wear bras at work, etc.
I don't know how or why this is happening, many men want this and spend money etc, but I just have evolved to this ... Estrogen now dominates testosterone in my body, I want to see my chest grow to maybe 38C, and love how my skin feels... so does my wife!
This week I finally made appointment with my doctor so I can get referred to an
endo and get some answers.
Finally I really don't think I want to trans gender, I just want to become more fem and be sure I don't have a medical issue that is too problematic.
Help, what comes next?